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Thursday, 16 July 2009

The Chocolate Research Facility choc the duckpigs got for me are awesome-pawsome! The packaging do use a bit of improvement though; it looks kinda like a pack of condoms. =/

By the way, the longest solar eclipse of the century is coming on the 22nd July! I'm not very sure if we can see it from Singapore, but according to my second best friend (after google), wikipedia, we should be able to see a partial eclipse. Exciting much!

Today, (looks like the start of an FML hahaha) I finally went to find out more about how the academic units thing for university works. It sounds quite scary! Like I'm supposed to complete 34 core units in the first year, not counting the electives! OMG. But anyway I've already decided that my persona for uni will be the "hardworking, intellectual girl" so it's going to be quite a drastic change from my "enthusiastic, fun-loving" persona in JC. Actually I really want to work hard because I want to go for all those drool-worthy studying abroad programmes. Wish me luck!


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Wednesday, 8 July 2009

So my 19th birthday came and went, nothing too interesting there, but just a few days after celebrating I learnt of some superstition that it's bad luck to celebrate all birthdays with a 9 in it. Now I'm jinxed! :/ (To all those who forgot to wish me, shame on you! HAHAHA)

Anyway, birthdays are starting to feel like any other normal day; perhaps that's how they were supposed to feel anyway before commercialism took over and made us believe in indulgence. Okay I'm starting to sound like that "Fornications of a young adult" guy. Thanks rah for that great recommendation. I literally LOL-ed at it.

So nowadays I'm just living each day as it is, hoping time will pass faster because bumming around has never been so boring before. I am really super duper sick of bumming around for so long.

One good thing that came out of it, though, was that I started reading again! I can't believe I only just read the Margaret Atwood novel I bought more than a year back. But anyway it's really, really good so now I am super into Atwood and reading all the novels she's written so far.

But seriously, I'm quite sad that I wasted 8 months doing absolutely nothing worth mentioning and in the end I hardly achieved anything I wanted to. How predictable ):


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Tuesday, 30 June 2009

I feel extra paranoid whenever I am having my period. (Something to do with hormonal changes?) The phone just rang and when I picked it up (being the only anti-social hermit left in the house), instead of hearing a friendly "hello?", there was this creepy melody playing. Crap. I hope it's not some "One Missed Call" moment. I don't want to die like, days before my birthday please.

Anyway, my driving lessons started again after, omg, one month! The new instructor seems nice but looks are deceiving and I must remind myself not to be too nice! Ironically, I am super nice to strangers but extremely horrid to people I know sometimes. But anyway, my point is, I am super happy because the ID number I got from him was "37"!!! Lucky, much? It's like a super good omen. I'm bound to pass my practical now!

And I am secretly confident of my driving skills hahaha. I have not striked any kerb at all so far! :D


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Friday, 26 June 2009

One more week and I'm gonna be 19. T_T Sian ttm!


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Sunday, 21 June 2009

OK, I think I haven't been so angry in a long time, and my anger is, surprisingly, directed to my asshole of a private driving instructor. So he goes MIA for 2 - 3 weeks, and after my constant pestering, he finally replies me with a simple message that I should go and look for a new instructor because he's facing some problems.

Goodness, like I'm going to believe him and let the matter rest! But whatever it is, I am definitely not going to learn under him anymore and am therefore looking for an instructor once again. What a bother and now my test date is going to be like super duper late! ARGH.

/edit: Everything appears to be settled for now...What a horrid experience =/


16:04


Saturday, 20 June 2009

I swear I just saw my rabbits lying side by side, with one's arm on the other's body. OMFG. Soon they are going to start snoring in their sleep or something. Goodness.


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Thursday, 18 June 2009

After reading my previous blog posts, I conclude that I am subconsciously an incredibly narcissistic person. I'm serious, because every single blog post beneath this one starts with the word "I"! OMG! I need to consciously make an effort to start blogging with a letter other than "I", but that's incredibly difficult.

Anws, so there's something I have been pondering over for a looong time now, and that is how I stupidly believe every single thing people tell me/I read/watch/hear of. I am too easily cheated! This is both a good and bad thing, because it proves that I believe human nature is good, but bad because it screams naivety! I need to apply the driving principle here: Perception, judgment, reaction. I'm one of those people who skip the whole judgment step, which probably also explains why I often spout mean things.

It is also rather ironic because I consider myself to be a good liar. Boohoo.


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