The sporadic number of posts in this blog seems to reflect quite well my indecisive, fickle-minded character. Ended up deleting all previous posts to start on a clean slate, once again.

Am quite burdened by the fact of the realisation of just how much I have changed during the past year or so I have stopped blogging. Undoubtedly, there are some positive changes, but mostly it tends towards rather negative changes. I can't seem to point a finger to exactly how I am different, though. Perhaps it's all an illusion, or maybe it's the little devils in my head playing tricks on me? :D

Somehow, every time I set out to write an emo-splashed post, the tone miraculously turns optimistic. It happens every time I write a letter too! I don't know why, but I think my writing style and diction is extremely limited to like, sweet and lovely things. Like Rilakkuma. HAHAHA.

I guess that's one thing that hasn't changed over the year -> My obsession passion for Rilakkuma. And Otsuka Ai! She never fails to amaze me with her crazy antics. Perhaps I see myself in her. Am irritated with blogger because it fails to accept my blogskin. :( Hmmph.

It's Rong the Bong's birthday tomorrow. :D Happy Birthday to you if I remember to tell you about my new blog!!

♥ 23:02