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Thursday 28 February 2008

It's February 29 tomorrow! A relatively rare occurence of every 4 years, which isn't particularly significant in my life, and doesn't really seem any different from any other day to the random stranger. But it will be a really exciting day for those whose birthday falls on this day. I can't imagine how I will feel celebrating only once every 4 years :( Fewer presents, etc.

And on a sidenote, reminder to everyone that my birthday is on the 3rd of July. Thankew thankew!

My printer is finally working, turns out I kind of forgot to insert the CD to install the software. :x

The College Mag was given out on Wednesday! Made me really happy when people came up to me and told me that it's really nice, making me feel like it's the greatest accomplishment I've made. Then I remembered that we really didn't do all that much for it, besides the conceptualising, photos, really, really horrible captioning and copywriting, and LOTS of scrutinising for mistakes. Even though they were futile because the designers eventually still forgot to correct them. >_> *stabs heart*

There's so many things I'm looking forward to after the CTs, and these thoughts are really distracting me from studying. I will like, read every two sentences, and then my thoughts drift back to what I will be doing during the March holidays, like our plans for an online blog shop (which may likely not materialise eventually, with a procrastinator in the group), publishing our first college newsletter (WHEE) and the not so happy ones like the suffocating amount of work for iSay.

And finding out my dear angel Liesel is becoming an air stewardess! Like, how extremely awesome is that?!? Free travelling, and so on. If she is flying to Japan I will so make her buy lots of things back for me.

I do sound kind of like I'm talking to myself. Haha. Goodbye, Jia Yi, time to go do my Duchess of Malfi essay, or Harris will tear or scream f*** at us tomorrow.


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Monday 25 February 2008

I'm having a horrible, splitting headache, and my brain's not processing images properly. It's like, staring at something which ends up looking like space, whatever space looks like. This warrants some chocolates xD (LOACKER!!!)

Chem SPA is officially over tomorrow, yayness! The Hokkaido fair ramen at Ajisen is really good too. And I still haven't started studying. T_T

I think I'm addicted to online window shopping. I spend like a freaking long time looking at all the stuff and drooling over them, only to do my sums and realise they are way too expensive. :( The woes of a poor, 17 year old kiddo. Fredflare is my current favourite eye candy.

And I was in a particularly emo mood today sitting in the bus watching the rain splashing against the window. (the rain is falling on my windowpane --> BUBBLY!) Reminded me of something. And then Ai-chan's ame naka no melody (transl.: melody in the rain) started playing. Super coincidental lah. Things like that always happen. Like the other day I suddenly remembered it was Ada Lye's birthday, and Birthday Song started playing. Freakiness. It's like that guy's rule (what's his name again? you know, the one where everything just goes downhill), only better.

All the above paragraphs have officially no links whatsoever to one another. I need to learn proper linkages, or I am going to fail my GP. Actually, I'm just trying to internalise the whole stream-of-consciousness thing to do better for my modern prose essay. HAHA!

And stupid Marianne's black roses red is stuck in my head. >_<


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Saturday 23 February 2008

If it’s a dream, don’t wake up
The time I spent with you
Will turn into everlasting stars

MONGOL800's songs make me want to cry in happiness.

And I super cannot wait to watch the Proposal Daisakusen SP episode! More love for Yamapi, who is coming up with a new photobook which he stripped for. >_<

Spent the whole day meaning to study and never doing so. Oh well, still have one more week lah, I guess.


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I'm frigging happy I finally got 15/15 for chem re-assessment after mucho collaboration with yuhan and help from rongz. YAY! :D

And the hike tomorrow is cancelled, which is just EXCELLENT news.

Which explains this post, cos I suddenly feel like I can slack all I want.

So I should probably go back a week and start posting photos for people who want the photos.

Firstly, a dedication to the stupid girl Andrea who came back to Singapore for two months but whom we didn't get to meet up with. :( (until that day after musicfest audis, that is)




And although this photo is freaking ugly, I still love it :D





And random photos I took for people and with people:



(getting a little lazy to upload now...)

Alright, will not upload anymore. HAHAHAHA! Lazy to the max.

My plan is to start studying tomorow. Wish me luck! :D



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Thursday 14 February 2008

Happy Valentine's Day, y'all!
I felt so much love in the air the moment I stepped into school. I think VJC is the only school so abuzz with romance and friendship on this day, and everyone returns with a bagful of treats from their friends! It's really super cool.

Although my angel and mortal games were highly unproductive this year. A maximum of 2 letters were written to me by either angel or mortal. :( Especially PEH YONG SHENG. Ah, but I must learn to forgive and forget...

Lovely presents from everyone else, and I especially love wuyue's handmade duckpig keychain! Super nice lah! See:


And I save the Earth. The envelope's from Mel, and the sticker's from Yuhan's cookies. HAHAHA! "made with love" --> super appropriate since wuu really handmade it with love.

And it was the Living Pigs' first outing together to Cathay to watch Jumper (which sucked quite a bit, so don't watch it!), and then dinner at Kopitiam. Super auntie sounding. :(

Took lots of spastic photos! My favourite:

It's damn funny lah!

Alright, too lazy to continue. More next time!

P.S. I feel like doing an article on Rilakkuma for subjectif, but a bit the lazy lah! HAHA



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Saturday 9 February 2008

Yay it's the third year of tha Rat Year! I shouldn't be feeling happy, since the horse is supposed to be suffering from bad luck this year. Ah well. :(

It's been a great new year so far, as great as it can get going back to Malaysia. I have ALWAYS thought we lived in Muar, turns out my parents' house is in Tangkak! HAHAHA. Quite shocking. And I found out what it is famous for - loansharks! No wonder my cousin's a loanshark. Seems like it's the headquarters for the entire Malaysia and Singapore. :o Super cool.


Highlight of the whole visit was watching/setting fireworks off to welcome the new year. :D Takes just a hongbao to invite the policemen away. And also playing with my cousin who is now...6 years old, but stronger than me already. A little freaky come to think of it.


The funny part is I hardly ate anything despite it being New Year, because honestly hygiene is super lacking there. Parkway's cockroach infested hawker centre is nothing compared to it. =X


And CJ7 is super, super nice. The alien is so damn, freaking cute! I mean, who's not going to like this:


It's almost as cute as Rilakkuma. Almost.
Alright, super tired now. Till the next post then.
you know you love me!
P.S. Damn, super long never watch Gossip Girls already!!!!


00:23


Monday 4 February 2008

Just one more torturous day of lessons before the excitement of Chinese New Year settles in :D I'm really just looking forward to getting even fatter both in terms of my pocket and in size :) I love bingeing on chocolates!!! I'm feeling particular relieved this year, because I had my clothes shopping done way before, so no stress on that. I wish I had money to buy more though!

Facebook applications are irritating me. I wish Beancurd would stop losing in (fluff)races, but it can't be helped since I don't pet him, don't feed him and basically don't bother about him at all. I am feeling extremely guilty (ya right..) right now. :(

The most depressing thing that happened to me today was realising at the last minute that I left out the entire component of "variables" in my skill a (thankfully, MOCK spa). Like, WTH. No wonder I was feeling extremely slack and not in a hurry at all! Turns out it's due to leaving an entire section out, hence the extra time. >_< Super kuku lah.

Happy things today are plentiful! Like Jacq's really sweet albeit not-so-good-looking Rilakkuma earrings, camwhoring with the cute CNY decorations around the school, laughing at lynn during PE, buying books at Borders with Rachel's 50% off thingy, planning squad outings etc.

Honestly I feel so much closer to the squad right now than I have been for the past 4 years. I guess I haven't really done much to narrow that distance earlier, but better late than never. :D Somehow I still find myself unable to truly fit in with the councillors though. God knows why, since I'm usually quite sociable.

Anyway, I swear to save up more because I am going broke, officially. I spend $6 on average on food! ZOMG. I really wonder where all that money went.

Should really start doing Lit Essay and maclaurin's assignment since I won't be home tomorrow. But, ah, Margaret Atwood is beckoning me! Hur hur.


21:43


Saturday 2 February 2008

AHHHHH. So the LCD's cracked, or summat. And I only just placed it in my pocket! I officially hate Nokia forever now! Should NEVER have gotten a Nokia. Contemplating not repairing it and just getting a new phone. But it's going to be too heavy on my pocket. :( The woes of the poor.

On a happier note, I can't believe I just discovered Jewel! I am totally, extremely addicted to "You were meant for me" now. Am super tempted to be one of those irritating people who put imeem links on their blogs. HAHAHA. Always give me a huge shock when I open their blogs and some weird song starts blasting out of my speakers.

Kit Kat rocks. Ate my third bar, just. :D Yum yum.

Not long before CNY now (:

Same old story, not much to say
Hearts are broken, everyday.


18:04



Today is a sad sad day. :( My phone officially died, and left me depressed the whole day. Ah phone, I know you like to look nice in those rainbow coloured lines but please, get well soon and show me my lovely Rilakkuma theme instead! Speaking of which, I saw a Rilakkuma plushie hanging on random stranger's bag today. A male, too. I was so excited lah! :D Love is spreading everywhere for Rilakkuma. Give them more love, people!

My mood swings are getting more and more horrible. If I plotted a graph of my mood against time, it will probably resemble a sine curve. (HAHAHA. Trigo - the bane of my existence.) One minute I am totally high like anything, the next I am dead as my fake mouse. GRRRR. I hate having mood swings. Being depressed sucks.

I realise I like talking to strangers. No inhibitions whatsoever, and you never have to tell them the truth. Whether they know you are lying or not is another thing, of course :) But yes, I like the feeling of just, talking crap. And doing stupid things.

I officially feel turned off by people who see the need to say politically correct things and act all nice around people they don't think too highly of. However, I still don't have the courage to slap her back to reality.

Artery was boring with a capital B. Am contemplating quitting, but Leanne will so kill me. And I really want to just be able to enjoy Arts Day as a Victorian this year, and not have to busy myself with contacting people here and there and conducting sessions. I think I'm really holding more than my hands can contain.

Avalon's dinner was fun :) It's amazing how we are still so much in the orientation mood so long after O1. It's great just talking to them about nothing, and Avalon girls like to sing. =D

Oh, am joining music fest with anthea and kaili. Do support if you happen to be at our audition! Hopes are not too high, but it will be fun working with them and practising in Teo Heng!


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