I feel like my temper's getting really really bad nowadays. I get upset over the teeniest weeniest things which I usually would not have in the past. And the biggest problem is still how I can't bring myself to actually tell the people I'm angry at that I'm angry with them. Vicious cycle.

Time to get out of the rut, jiayi! And be more independent, don't invest too much emotions.

Mr Koh came to VJ today to talk about SMU Business! It was really surprising, since I thought he was still at RI, but there he was this morning. Didn't care if people thought we were fangirling or anything, Jovena and I still cheered for him!

This totally reminds me of how wonderful all the IP teachers were! The only reminder I have of this is Maths tutorial by endearing old Mr Lam, and the rare occasions I see Mrs Koh around the school. :( This is probably one of the things I miss most about the IP days, since our JC tutors are all so very sucky. In terms of ranking, even LKF is like relatively high up already. So amazing lah!

My respect for CSW has since gone down to negative 100, and my tolerance for him to 0. People like him should not be allowed to teach.

UK seems to be beckoning me as well. Now I only have more things to consider. Should I apply for the Japan scholarship after all? It seems so much work now. And Kew Gardens is just so very, very attractive. =X

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