Yay, a new skin I like, finally! And a rilakkuma picture to make it even nicer :D Today has been a pretty good day so far, compared to yesterday which was just downright shitty and ranks rather high in my horrid days list.

I am caught between wanting to pang seh and keeping my promise, but I feel too lazy to drag myself out of the house! And anyway, I'm already late by like, quite a lot. I'm such a horrible person.

And because my life is so boring, I have nothing to blog about. boo.

♥ 13:37

I can't remember who's the one who wanted hamsters (my poor, failing memory) so if you read my blog and want a hamster or two give me a holler! Mine are preparing to give birth again soon. :D

♥ 01:38

I feel like I'm slowly fading from the world.

Maybe Gossip Girl will bring me back to life.

♥ 20:57

Cleaning up the room is such a bore. I spent about 2 hours today but only managed to clear roughly one-third of my things! :( The other two-thirds include all my accumulated notes and I dread starting on it. (To throw, give, or keep?)

I think I'm finally starting to remember how life was like before the A Levels. It feels a bit weird going out to have fun just to find myself a little stoned and unsure of what to do, kind of like I've lost my socializing skills or something. It's like, I don't even want to go shopping!

And maybe I'm being pessimistic here, but I feel like I've already lost a great handful of friends, those nice friendly faces who say hi back to me when I give a little wave or those whom I've known for years but never really got to know. Guess what I can do is just hang on to those remaining ones I still contact and keep them close. Problem is I'm just not as active as I used to be in planning outings and all so all I do now is just lay low and wait for the crowd to come to me. Which is good I guess, but I do feel a little guilty.

And there's so much I want to do, I don't know where to start. It's like, there are so many shows to watch, but I don't which to watch first. The dilemma of having too much time and too many things in my hands. Makes the permutation a bit mind-boggling.

Why do I sound so sad. I should be HAPPY!

♥ 18:32

I'm still very high now! I can't believe 12 years of rigid, boring, Singaporean education is over! (Assuming university is vastly different which I believe so)

Even though I had been slacking a lot the past two weeks already, chilling out today still feels the best because there's absolutely no burden at all tugging at the strings of my subconscious mind or any secret stress. I can still feel happy looking at people I dislike :D

So much to anticipate now! Better get down to writing all my list of to-dos down, I'm starting to forget some of them here and there.

♥ 22:53

I totally love void deck weddings the day before a paper. Really. <3

But anyway, it's so interesting listening to Sukiyaki and Yue Liang Dai Biao Wo De Xin (The moon represents my heart - so mushy!) in a malay accent.

♥ 17:50

I still don't really understand why I hate talking on the phone so much. I would try, but I just don't like the feeling and I can't sustain most conversations any longer than 30 minutes. My record should be closer to an hour I suppose. I think it has something to do with not being able to see the person on the other side of the line and feeling horribly exposed, like I'm talking to thin air or something (which it would appear to be like to a caveman with no concept of a phone). Anyhow, I don't like it.

So, I've been adding more and more things to my list of things to do after the A Levels, with various gatherings here and there. Still haven't decided whether to go for the Primary School outing though >_> I'm looking forward most to Christmas though - PRESENTS! xD And Chinese New Year!

Oh, and I finally got an 'A' for the karaokeparty thing! Haha, that is, a score of above 70%. It was some crappy song too, "She Will be Loved" I think. The last time I heard this song was what? Oh, about a month ago on Jian Nan's phone while mugging. If you still haven't tried it you should, it totally releases endorphines and all.

Actually, I think it would be pretty fun to work in the library after the A's. But I'm not sure whether they hire part-timers. I've always wondered where the books go after throwing them into the bookdrop! And it's such brainless work sorting books out in the shelves. Working at the zoo sounds pretty fun too.

Still craving for sushi/sashimi. :(

♥ 20:59

After a procrastination of months, I finally went and sent the letter to DBS to get my new ibanking ID and pin. I couldn't stand having to run downstairs to transfer money anymore, so yes, I'm finally doing it! Yay to me.

I think I won't feel very happy on 20th November, because I already feel like the A Levels' over. MCQ papers are damn irritating.

♥ 17:30

We are finally halfway through the arduous battle with the A Levels! But my most dreaded paper is still yet to come :( Oh my darling Lit, how I yearn to get an A out of you!

Anyway I'm really slow, but Natasha Bedingfield's album "Pocketful of Sunshine" is really good, and totally apt for the trying exam days such as these. And I still really like her voice!

Someone just tell me
That it’s ok now
What are you worried about
Got my dreams, got my life, got my love
Got my friends got the sunshine above
Why am I making this hard on myself
When there’s so many beautiful reasons I have to be happy

Happy songs always make my day.

I'm finally starting to feel happier after such a shitty day today, not because of the papers or anything, I think it's like some innate PMS energy within me. Must stop being moody.

And I have yet to declare my joy that Obama triumphed over McSame, although he really has got some big shoes to fill in (not that Bush did a really good job or anything, but you know what I mean).

♥ 15:31

It's only the second day of the big A's and I'm like, grilled already. Exams are totally more draining than any kind of exercise! No wonder I'm hungry every single minute.

So...GP was wth, nothing that I'm familiar with came up so I wrote about the disadvantaged in Singapore and let my mind trick me into writing quite a bit about homosexuals (thanks to reading yawningbread the day before) and forgetting about the "bomb" word, as Mr Liew would put it.

And Maths was so much better than I expected, but still not very good.

Bio today, and all the different concepts are kind of mixing with one another. I'm starting to think euchromatin was a glycoprotein that undergoes photosynthesis, or something.

OK lah, I'm exaggerating. Jiayou jiayou!

♥ 22:07